I am tired of waiting. If I don't pass, I will just take it again. Simple as that.
Still, I'm using this "what if" to concoct crazy, elaborate alternatives that could pan out.
Like this: http://www.helpwantedalaska.com/
Isn't this beautiful? It's Denali National Park in Alaska.
Most people crave tropical beaches, warm weather, and lush vegetation. I prefer the opposite: I want cold, pristine, sometimes-harsh terrain. I want a lonely-looking landscape.